world without strange

i'm back.with lots of changes lots of feeling.
the changes that make me dont feel like to blogging is my blog.
maybe u'll feel that nothing change since my last post.
yes it is.

i use to hv my lovely frens who read my blog,i use to hv my blog fren tat support me in every darkness i had gone through.

but is it everything change?
my frens are still here,i am the one who leave.
my supporter are still here,i am the one who change.

i use to be very happy when i saw tat's a comment in my post,just because i know who you are.
but i was like a stranger login to wrong page,or enter the wrong world

there are peoples around me gv me the feeling of deja vu,
yet they are just them,not the one i use to be laughed with,close with,or even trusted.

sometimes i feels strange towards peoples around me,
sometimes i feels fear towards things happens around,
the place i stay,
the things i going to face,
or the road i taken....

some peoples and things,
the more i see the more i feel desperate
maybe she is correct,human always will see everything clear when we're far appart
maybe there's a gap,a huge distance that make me feel weak

but after i come here,the things tat i wanted the most is privacy...