2008年10月17日星期五

get to know yourself(myself)better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

(may be...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(emm...is true la,but i even 101% intersted in LENG ZAI de wor...)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

(yaya)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

(the RIGHT PERSON,yes)

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

(wuwuwu...definitely correct...habis la my stpm...)

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

(head nodding....)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(i need all of yours support....)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

(even me myself dunno y sometimes i ll suddenly angry,now seem like got the answer..)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

TAGGED BY Yi Shiuan

"thank you" very much lo,but if i luan luan said something,u dun blame me wor...lol

1.) What is the relationship of you and her/him?
ham burger wid me?sure my favourite food la...lol.my classmate + fren lo

2.) Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- short!(dun beat me ah)
- friendly
-something named [baby] can concluded as CUTE?
- erm...talented in piano?
-ermmm...leng zai???:p(dun happy,is nothing 2 said liao)

3.) The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
ermmmm.........TAGGED ME!!!lol

4.) The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
he seldom talk 2 me de wor....but he always said he got many FANS!

5.) If she/he become your lover, you will..
if a person can to be my lover,sure i love him...but he wor,if tis day ll come,really unthinkable wor...kaka...lol

6.) If she/he become your enemy, you will...
wuwuwu......................................

7.) If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
adui!taller than than me la!!!wakakaka

8.) If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
if tis day had come,wat still can i said?

9.) The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
check it out who is his x...lol

10.) The overall impression of her/him is...
ermmmm....can be a true friend,i think

11.) How do you think the people around you feel about you?
emotional and stubborn gua...(actually i think so) if wan 2 noe somemore,refer to capricornian's trait

12.) The character of you for yourself is?
dare to dream...dare to live

13.) What do you hate about yourself?
life but a walking shadow

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is?
wat i wan izit will come true?den wat a stupid question is

15.) For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them
if god or anyone love u all,so do i

Ten people to tag
1. c ling
2.siaw yen
3.yoon pang
4.kai shen(i'm glad tat tis is for ur 1st post in blog)


Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
she said many ppl woo her de wor...but y until now still single?ahahaha

No. 3 a male or a female?
a very leng zai,100% de male...whos interested can contact his hp,019xxxxxxx

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
-

How about no. 5 and 8?
-

-What is no. 1 studying about?
STPM

Is no. 4 single?
waa...she wor...dun judge a book by its cover!Lol

Say something about no. 6.
-

so people who r TAGGED dont forget to do this..HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

像我们这样的outcast

13-17/10/08


除了卑微,没别的什么字眼能够形容。这段当流浪猫流浪狗的日子。


这个星期不必我说也知道是考PMR的日子。当然,考的不是我。


也因为这样,我们必须让出课室让他们考试(目前全校是人用的课室就剩这几间了)。我个人认为其实根本不用流浪。但有的人思想就是很奇怪。因此,这个星期,我们像个游魂似的。


根据校方的安排,我们得到physics lab上课。说得好听,我们根本没有特定的地方上课。中四的学生刚好要进lab,我们又得搬去他们的课室。我很好奇,他们一星期才三或四天又物理节,而且没有进行实验的话,在班上也能照常上课,难道就不能迁就一下,省去大家的麻烦吗?
upper 6的人要进lab,我们又得搬迁,而且KM的blok很乱水的咯!明明就在对面却要绕很远的路的咯!都不知道是谁design酱的pattern的咯!而且重点是这间学校什么都不比别人好,却偏偏有一样东西出名---老师出了名懒!学生出名ponteng,真是天作之合!勤劳的老师很少,勤劳的未必会教,会教得未必敬业,勤劳,会教又敬业的未必是那种处处为学生设身处地的想,未必拥有一个老师基本要有的爱心。
我知道你们要说“世事没有十全十美”。很好,之所以会有这话的存在就是因为有这样的人。
所以基本上我们这星期真正上课是没几堂。老师也以“找不到你们”为缺刻的理由。很好,我也不想看到你。
是的,我没有一丁点的包容心,小小事情就投诉,那总比你来的好,至少,我下定决心要做到的事,就算拼了命也会做到。不像那些身为老师的,既不懂尊重工作,更不懂得尊重自己。如果我们流浪很卑微,那你们连这称呼都不如!
难怪老师常跟我们说,学校是让我们准备踏入社会的地方,因为这里在这里让我们学会什么是现实。看来接下来这一年我们学完了该学的事就能拍拍屁股走人了。反正课外的在这里也学不到。
我好奇,世界这么的大,究竟哪里容得下像我们这样的outcast......

2008年10月16日星期四

放弃.与否

有时真的很羡慕那些有个简单的梦想的人。
像那个立志要当老师的朋友,现在进师训学院,前几天看到她的留言,她说生活现在充实愉快,踏在梦想的路上,很满足。
以前总认为要有很不一样的梦想人生才有意思。
可九把刀说,说出来会被嘲笑的梦想才有实践的价值。
是否只要清楚自己要什么,哪怕最渺小的小丑也能带给世界欢乐。。。
又或者说,是我太清楚自己想要什么了?不愿屈服。现在没有人阻拦前路了,我,真的有这个能力走下去吗?
如果我可以再平凡一点点就好
要是我五岁的志愿直到今天不曾褪色的话,我现在何尝不也一样,在一间师训学院修业完毕,在一所小小的学校当老师,梦想就这么顺利圆满。
可惜,并不是。
我那时真的坚持要当老师,这个梦想维持了八年的时光,却在一眨眼间退到无影无踪,是我红杏出墙,又或是它一脚踏两船?
是不是应该再平凡一点点?
我其实是个再平凡不过的女孩
小学被逼剪了六年的冬菇头
中学留了五年的长发
只在中三PMR之后至中四年中
才剪过唯一一次短发
现在又留回一把长发了
样子不美
身材不好
个子不高
成绩中中
在一群人之中永远不会是主角
没有遇过奇迹般不平凡的事
没有看过天使般完美的事
没有见过直叫人生死相许的爱情
生命从来就没有 从来就没有 很特别的过
我是一个再平凡不过的女孩
可是为什么偏偏
多了一点贪婪和奢侈
有了一个不平凡的梦?。。。
我总觉得这不是我这种普通人能够触及的事,我也曾想过坚持回自己曾经热诚的梦,可是,面对消失了的热诚,是不是代表强逼自己了?勉强不会有幸福吧?
总以为能够再平凡一点点
坚持的信念却没有为我长出翅膀来
为何不再平凡一点点
当个千千过客中,迁徒在蓝绿色的圆圈里,急急地和你擦肩而

2008年10月12日星期日

你们puasa你们的,我们吃我们的

13/9/08

今天晚上麦兜家开生日会,虽然不是今天生日,但是想顺便庆中秋。

这不是重点,重点是人家生日请我们,当然要送礼物啦,而更成为重点的是,我们还没买礼物,这些所谓的大忙人,拖下拖下拖到今天才舍得去买,其实是平时没补习就没出门咯,而且要一起去买才会选到美一点的嘛。

补完PA我们就直接去买,那间店,从玻璃窗看进去,琳琅满目;进到去。。。我也懒得说,反正买到就好。。。

其实这篇的重点在这里,买完后,肚子饿了又想吃了。大家都没意见,于是,我们又来到。。。KFC。。。

肉包子说难怪KFC不会“chap lap”,因为有我们这些忠实支持者。。。一进去KFC,哇。。。开门了没有哦?!已经11点了哦,进去啦。。。

楼下一个人都没有,只有工作人员看着我们。做么哦?好像我们来打枪酱。。。

“哦!难怪没有人啦,她们puasa,哪里有马来人敢进来leh?!”

“是hor!”

“ei,酱我们不是不能在这边吃咯!”

“hah?!可以的吧!”

“erm...kami boleh makan di sini?”很不好意思的问

“bolehhhh~~~~!”

“you ada puasa kah?”

“hah?tak ada lah!”

“tak ada boleh makan lah!”

她看我们酱天真,一直在笑。。。他是很friendly la(在mentakab也有good service的wor?!)不过她讲得酱大声,其他工作人员就很奇怪的看着我们,好像我们偷尝禁果酱!(choi!)

我们不是天真无知,你也知道啦,这是isu sensitive来的wor!等下我们一屁股坐下大吃大喝,你们报警说我们犯法leh!不问你等下又说我们不尊敬你们lo,你们以为做人容易啊?这些人情世故的问题。。。bla bla bla(一时感触,哈哈)

哦,意思是说你们puasa你们的,我们吃我们的啦(也难怪,难道要我们也一起puasa咩?我只是想要跟你们confirm罢了嘛,等下又。。。)可是我们这些善良公民心里难免过意不去的wor。。。

*(听起来最后这句才是重点hoh?!)

那人就在灯火阑珊处。。。

九月的某个晚上 1:30左右
已经快一个月了吧,这样找你,我想。
什么方法都试过了,即使在你最要好的朋友那里也没有你的消息。刚展翅的鸟,怎么一飞冲天了?
那天,正正是我打算放弃的时候,我想以后也能遇见的,现在就不去理会了。。。
就是这么突然你找上了我,还说这是你已不用了的邮址,那你现在又突然用这个了,如果没有,我想我们会在何时才象以往一样又哈拉些有的没的呢?
还是和以前一样,只有这样的时间才遇得上你。。。
喧寒一阵,又发现另一个载着梦想启航的人,我心没有多余的称羡,只有满心的祝福,很开心我还能遇见象你们这样为梦想执着的热诚,那么其他的人艰辛的走才有它的价值。。。
众里寻他千百度,那人却在灯火阑珊处
好像真有这么一回事。。。

吃花生会聪明

2/9/08
化学补习班。
小小的房坐满了人,闷热、眼睡。。。虽然有冷气,不过还是很热(奇怪,我已偷偷把空调调到16°c了,还是很热,很想跟老师说她的aircond有问题)
“why u all seem very tired every day ahh?”场面还是显显的
“if got something eat will be better?”
“yes!!!”
“有什么吃?”
“速速拿来!”
“nah,eat nuts,want?”
“要!做么不要?!照杀!”
哇,江鱼仔班长手很长wor,一伸伸到前面来,花生不见了一部分。阿呆也很够历,跟江鱼仔班长死过,花生又不见了一部分(喂,你有少少矜持好哦!)在酱下去就没得吃了,不理什么玉女形象了(反正都被拉链那件事丢光了脸)抢啊!我们就一直吃,一直吃,发现剩不多(原本都不多了)便past去给别人吃,不要让人发现是我们吃光的。这时老师进来了,她见其他人不吃,便说:“吃花生会聪明的!”
我们望向她,她继续说:“是啦,吃nuts会聪明的!”
于是,那盒花生又“不知不觉”past回来了,我们又继续抢,我们很会为面子着想(虽然已经丢光了),于是我们假假很客气,把剩下的还给老师。
“got study at home during holiday not?”
“no”(一致)
“why?”
“开学都没读了何况是放假?!”(某女生)
“yalo”(一致)
老师出了上几堂课的问题问我们,结果全班鸦雀无声。继续上课,由于我们的streamyx线很乱,收不到老师在解释什么
“老师,你的nuts都没效的。。。”老师没听到
“是咯”哈哈哈,我们全在偷笑
“教了一个subtopic后就做past year question,哇!阿呆酱厉害的,做酱快!讨论的时候。。。错一大堆!
“我看你是吃太多nuts副作用了吧!”阿rong说
结果阿呆沉住气,到最后关头对完
“哇!真的有效的wor!真的吃了会聪明的wor!”
“当然啦,吃最多是我,没效就惨咯!”
阿呆很愧疚,好彩能答对,现在松了一口气。
哈哈。。。
“以后我们要天天吃花生咯!酱神!”
*以上实验的hyphothesis被证实是正确的,因为重点是阿呆是实验品,她今天真的很神!
给她一个鼓励的掌声!!!
以后,每年你生日送你花生就好了!
这么贴心的朋友哪里找!