祝我生日快乐 sweet19

这篇来迟了，不该让昨天留空的，呵呵。没关系。
第一次有个正式的生日会，
老实说我不是很习惯
几个相机在你面前咔嚓咔嚓
好像明星被狗仔队拍一样
哈哈哈哈（想得美）
幸好幸好
我们当中永远有个最talkative的
有她在的地方就会有欢笑声
你知道你是谁
=]

一过了十二点
手机陆续震个不停
然而我早早就预料到
十二点整这一刻，永远非晓燕莫属。
我知道她老早就在等待
比我还紧张
谢谢都是渺小的

我发觉我是对的
真正知心的朋友会通过手机来祝福你
回真诚的哀心为你祝贺
当然我不是说在facebook留言的人没有诚意
我固然很感激你们每一个
打从心底
只是收到简讯会比收到email来得开心
因为真正的朋友会把对方的生日记在心上
不想起也不会忘记
当然有很多人是因为种种原因才无法通过手机祝福我，这我知道。
当然还有很多人即使通过facebook祝福我也是出自真诚的
我都看得见 =]

谢谢我国民服务的朋友打电话来祝福我
谢谢那些在十二点前就等待传简讯的朋友
谢谢那些提前祝贺我的朋友
谢谢那些在云顶工作都不会忘了我的朋友
谢谢那些学姐，学妹们的祝福
谢谢那些在blog,facebook,plurk,friendster祝福我的朋友
谢谢thurn,reeve,kai leek,guang yao的卡片和礼物，真意外，谢谢你们的礼轻情义重
还有，谢谢给那些最特别的朋友
是的，你和你们。
=]


baba,mama,bro,晓燕，ah dai,li rong,krystal,nobuta,pei shan,mei yan,cui yin,sally,bee shin,弟弟,yi shiuan,黎劲，tze thurn,kai leek,reeve,sze chien,fangyi,小熊，guang yao,hong yun,老板,xiao bin,zhi jiang,oi wan姐姐，c ling,ee ling,see kee,kerli,chi ling,kah chyi,大脚,jason chiew,jason ng,ah foo,ka hong,kimberly,sze hsin,chun meng,joanne,lee wei,shu ling,vicky,esther sis and her mum,hwee cheen,xue lin,shi jin,wen wen,cherine,jing yi,kar ming,kar jon,boon lip,lee chen,meng hawl,kimi,cheng ying,xue yun,kar moon,li peng,andrew,thiam kien,qi wei,yee mang,wan ling,and...TAS!!!lol希望我没漏掉你们，如果有留言骂我，哈哈。

感激不尽。


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the memorable one
但愿多年以后我们手里依然握着昨日的情谊，像今天

the bestie ;)
只要有你们日子就会亮丽起来

the girlsss =D

the guys,funny one

the buddies

the no-face-see-people one XD
年少轻狂的我们，19岁的我们

the adorable one =)

credits to:Oi Wan jie jie :D


再一次，arigator gozaimasu! XD

当然，祝我自己生日快乐！

p/s:第三个愿望

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and last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY TO MY LAST DECEMBER BABY-BEE SHIN!!!!!!!!!!

幸福快乐，永远快乐 =]

from:your last 2nd december baby :D

挥别

pheww...freeze my blog for a long time,is time to make it alive xD
and because of the previous post (below) make my 200th post over like this T_T okay okay,forgot bout that,since i told myself not to think too much.actually today only i realised all pressure and stress are not come from me ownself,but...okay okay,change topic.

*zipped*

whatever la,just need a place to shout :EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M OFFICIALLY FINISHED MY 13 YEARS OF SCHOOLING DAY!!!!! :D and not lead to sound pollutation to my neighbourhood ~_~ lol

in fact finished these 13 years not a joyful thing for me,but it is like release a burden.if we're carrying too much and trying to catch new things in this life journey,how suffer it is.just...throw away what should we forgot,and open our hand to catch what we should strive for.




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这些日子，好久没有写写心情，发泄一些歇斯底里，如今好像回到一个不属于我的地方。不知该从何说起。但有一点很庆幸，这些都是写给自己的话，随意写，乱乱打，自己的空间还是会接纳自己的内心，很多时候我们忙得忘了归巢，可能一路走来要迁就的人和事太多；要跟随的规则太多；要听从的道理太深，但在这里一切都是由你主宰。

内心会找到一种安逸，舒服的感觉。

有很多想说的，现在却好像忘了。关掉电脑后却会想起。
矛盾。

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讨厌聪明这两个字。

好像挂着它以后，做任何事都不容有错。否则罪加一等。

再了不起的人也有最愚蠢的一刻。我说不知道的事就是不知道。别把我抬高。而我知道的，你也无须隐瞒。

我不需要同情，我也不要同情，你知道吗？
你很聪明，却不知道。









有时竟开始想念那些陌生的日子，至少与我将心比心的，是一颗没有多了一层保护膜的心。




p/s:新的旅程又即将开始了，你准备好了吗？ =)

insomnia nite

today is a real war == feel exhausted even though the war just started for 1 day ==
actually overall still ok,at least did my best,seriously no regret dy.

but..but..

haiz,i made a careless mistake and the whole marks for tat bahagian is deduct to half T_T i keep think got miss up wat thing before passup,but really no think dao lo!!!!GODDAMNIT SKALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno y the graph part like so many ppl cant do well in it,sigh...hope it wont be a big effect to PA paper ba...GOD BLESS US PLEASE T_T




没有意外的，考试第一天，失眠的夜。这连续三天我有心理准备，将会消耗我一半的意志力，我等待熟睡的夜晚的来临。

p/s:考试第一天，没有你的祝福。

finish my organic chemistry revision..but...but...i still got a bit confused == dui,dont bother too much,throw away 1st...and i have to spend some time on my PA,cannot mengabaikan...LOL.

and i just cant forget about those chemistry thingy even if when i dreaming == my god...yea,I DREAM BOUT CHEMISTRY WHEN I SLEEP!!!those benzene ring,acid,phenol,ester,oxidation,hydrolysis all those keep pusing pusing in my mind == and i found that the more i study,the more i confused...sigh...yet，things not that hard when we dive deeper into it,though thats really got a bit confused,but the feeling of overcome it was great. =)
a short period to go to reach our exam,seems like timeless to do everything,but many thing are actually happen in a short while?isn't it? =)

and according scientist investigation,human just will only show their greatest ability when situition forced to,this called "under drastic condition" in chemistry...wahaha xD

sigh,i know sometimes doing a thing is not as easy as we talk and plan,i do experienced it myself...and not everytime i managed to concentrate on study even if on this crisis moment... *still bejeweled-ing there...LOL*

just...carry on since we choose not to leave,not to bent to the other road.

but there is always someone let us felt more depressed when we really in need of courage...they will never ever see what we giving with our heart and soul.and i thought we are close enough to have the understanding between us even if we dont need to express it?but you just same as the other outside,label us as what ur coloured eyes tell you...i think thats the difference between us,we tried to think on your behalf no matter anything,tried to understand it,but you just...well,need not to talk that much,since you will never see this.

but i getting more and more peace in this kinda thing,cause i am just too stupid enough to solve the equation we are...no angry,just wrote down some pieces of feeling.

but,in a way of losing,we did gain something...still...at least someone will know,and understand.
more than enough =)



oh ya,not to forget write down my greatest wishes to a birthday girl-xue yun,wish u all the best =) happy birthday

p/s:“怎么突然就成了这样，只在出生时哭过一次，我越慌张，却越灿烂，倒退着跑到了前方”
但前方也要有你在我靠岸的时候对我挥手，对不？

那是多么久以前的事了，
你总会告诉我你生活中大大小小的琐事，
直到渐渐地失去你捎来的讯息，
直到我已习惯不再等待，
直到你的背影逐渐模糊。。。

直到多久没有像今天一样，
好像一股暖流把我们带回最初，
你会再一次把不起眼的事告诉我，
你不知道，
我，她和他原来都是那种会看着讯息傻笑的人。
也许很久以后你才会发现
会无意中发现，
但请不要惊讶，
这不过是我觉得朋友与朋友之间的难能可贵

我此刻回想起来
老天也算待我不薄
人家说，一个幸福的女生是在这一生中有两个男生：爸爸，及爱你的丈夫。
但，更幸运的女生这一生中会有三个男生：爸爸，哥哥/弟弟，及爱你的丈夫。
在我生命的每个阶段里，都曾有对我而言很重要的人，
我还记得这辈子第一个要好的异性朋友，在幼稚园，呵呵，没错。
第二个却是我这辈子最遗憾的，因为流言蜚语，我们变得连陌生人都不如。我真得很希望真有一天当我们走在街上，面碰面，我一定会对你微笑打招呼。不管你怎么想。

然后，我生命里多了你们几个。
很怀念那段时光，我们都能没有距离的相处。但很多事真的好象敌不过时间，总让一切变得模糊不清。

与此同时，时间却也能够证明一切事物的存在。
就像弟弟你，最后不也得到答案了吗？呵呵。

在我的生活圈子里，我从来都不会是焦点。知心的朋友真的没有几个，所以每每在我生命里留下痕迹的人和事我都不会将之遗忘，因为没少了你们一点，都将不会成就今天的我。

那些关心我的人，我由哀的向你们道谢。
至于那些，渐渐远去的朋友，我只能谢谢你们的曾经经过。



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p/s:actually dont want to tell,but...no choice,the missunderstanding is spreading like fire now == (my girls,u know what i'm talking about,lol :p and u should know how serious am i when i denied it,okay?just wanted to let u all know THAT IS NOT TRUE :p so u should know what to do lo?okie?lol :p)


and
questionnaire is not allowed. =D

law of equipartition of love :p

TAS's Law state that:A very nice girl and a very nice boy will not neccessary stick together.
launch on:5th oct 2009
venue:physics lab

LOL

p/s:quite true isn't?as my parents always say that,lol
(so i always ask my mum:u wan me be that vry nice girl or wan my bro be that vry nice guy? xD)

莫及

我总是一而再，再而三的后悔，告诉我还能怎样？

bad day

i hate today
i hate me,hate you,hate him,hate her,hate them,hate you all

happy birthday

I would like to wish you,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
from my sincere heart...

so,who is this lucky person?LOL

she is my gang LI RONG!!!!!hehe,touched leh,3rd price is not easy to win u know,have to tahan sleepyness until 12am,thanks me thanks me!haha :p

p/s:but actually that nite i sleep on 3am,LOL :p

and we went to our same place again == lol,but this time we din choose that table got many "smoke" de jor,wakakaka,my girls will know what i mean :p

pictures not at me,so just use ur imagination to think,LOL....no la,but we can use our heart to feel =)

and not to forget today also our "BELOVED"(lol,what means ah :p) teacher de birthday--TAS!
and when we'r talking about him,OH MY GOD,i saw his car passing by ==
chinese ppl always say:siang cannot talk ppl,malam cannot talk ghost...LOL,this 100% true wan i tell u!

so we greet him also lo,hehe.

thats all for today.

brainless

Everyone have a brain.So please use ur brain when u do everything.Dont ever expect person around u to help u everytime.Dont bcz of ur foolish make ppl around u suffer for ur foolishness!U r ardy 19 years old and u too own a brain and four limbs,u not cacat!so wisely use everything god gv u,if u nvr appreciate it,u can donate to many ppl who r waiting for.Dont waste natural resources.

u may vry lucky if u have a friend who way too kind,but dont expect every of ur friend will do the same too.u may get angry when u saw this,but please remember if i nvr treat u as my good friend sincerely i wont care whether u die or live.none of my business.u may said that i'm too small gas,but u really dont understand me at all,what can make me wrote all about this surely not bcz of only 1 thing.i dont say everything out is i dont hope the middle person suffer,as i said she really way too kind.so dont terlibatkan person who innocent.

and i nvr say that i want given from u all.i only need ur trust,and a true heart.u will nvr know,cz in ur heart i'm just a materialistic person.i dont care what u think bout me,but about "materialistic",i just wanted to tell u,dont be too naive,sometimes we have to think more realistic and further,it doesnt mean that think towards reality is equal to materialistic.neither have a thing in this world is equal to the others,ur friends too.everyone is different,if 2 person can become good friend is not bcz of they r same,but they managed to care for each other.if u found a good friend who can tolerate to u anytime,doesnt mean that the rest of ur friends have the responsibility to do so.if u found a friend who proud of u everytime,doesnt mean that u nvr go wrong.

and to 2nd person,you are too kind,not a fault,dont worry.i just hope u can have ur thought and opinion on any decision,it doesnt mean that only "tolerate" can maintain a friendship,or any relationship.dont too easily influence by ppl.but i know u have ur own thought too,if u think that what i said is wrong,just forget it. =)

i just wanted u to know,me,the short-tempered person willing to step a step forward to tolerate with u,please dont take it as granted,not only me,everybody as well,since no a person in this world owe u.u may said that i nvr say out my feeling,just keep inside my heart so u dont know whether u hurt me not,i tell u,i gor wrote everything out is just depends how teliti u read it.

dont worry,even if i get angry,i will ok in a short while.so u all may think that i'm not-so-important-person for u to respect.

and 1 thing u nvr know,no matter what had happened,how hurt it is,i still appreciate a friend like u,and every single of u too.

when i wrote this,i just wonder what is the meaning behind such a nice name,"good friend"?
maybe i dont know so i cant win ur true heart,ur trust and ur respect.

so,i appologize.

还是习惯

我们开始用新的科学室上课（科学室而已）；
我们开始会到新的厕所；
我们开始全新的教育制度；
我们开始重新适应新的时间表；
我们开始重新调适自己的时间；
我们重新过一个新的生活方式。。。

但，

我们还是投诉新的科学室不好；
我们还是投诉新的厕所不怎么样；
我们还批评这白痴的教育制度；
我们还是无法接受新的时间表；
我们还是无法调整自己的时间；
我们还是无法就这么拍拍屁股过一个全新的生活。。。

因为，

我们还是想念以前的科学室，甚至课室；
我们还是习惯用旧的厕所，纵使我们偶尔嫌它肮脏；
我们还是会在一点钟的时候打起精神来，因为心想要放学了；
我们还是喜欢把饥饿留到家里再吃；
我们还是喜欢每个下午都能忙里偷闲；
我们还是喜欢老师用鼓励的口吻告诉我们这一切不过才开始；
我们还是喜欢停留在年头听不懂化学的日子；
我们还是喜欢度日如年的时光而不是转眼一切都快结束；
我们还是喜欢身边的朋友说着好玩的事而不是看不清的未来；
我们还是喜欢天天穿着制服无忧无虑而不是全备武装随时开战；

我们都没有人想要时光倒流，
因为那一段走过来的路比任何人都更明白真的不容易，
我们只有不停的前进，即使你在路途跌倒，没有一件事物会停下脚步等你。
我们都知道已经是时候扎稳脚步开跑了，
但我们真的很需要在跌倒的时候有一双手过来拉我们一把，
或许我们都在寻寻觅觅，
觉得幸福都在很远的地方，所以不断地去追，不停的眺望远方，
离自己很远的地方就在别人的身边；离别人很远的地方就在自己身边，
这个道理你怎么不懂？

我们一直都在等那一双随时为我们开启的手，
一直都在等。。。
孰不知我们身旁早已有一双手，早在那里随时拉我们一把。=)

其实我们不是要求什么，
我们不是期望什么，

我们，都只是

念旧而已。。。

A dont know how to say de trip

part 2

After this we went to Kek lok si temple.This place I come once before,also 4 years old that time.But I totally cant remember everything here,just remember have to walk up vry long de distance only can reached...lol.Before go up the pagoda,thr's many stall at along side,here where we(me and nbt) bought ah dai and krys and our parents souvenir.^^we also took few picture at the pagoda.

Cant believe we have to go beach on 3:30pm++(forgot the time) under BIG BIG sun!When we reached Batu ferringi,honestly I got a bit dissapointed lo,1 of them is the beach not what I imagined,but still ok la,when we sat on the beach chair(dont know called what) and waiting for the sunset,that was the time I felt that the beach vry beautiful =) The beach provide a lot of games and activities,horse riding,banana boat,parachuting,motorboat....but I play non of them.Dont ask me why.Actually only sit on the beach and looking at sea and sky and do nothing is one of my "hobby" too..lol.We didn't go for sidewalk Bazaar at Batu ferringi but sit and waited for the sunset. Me and nbt not only "enjoy" see "beach boy"(who tanggal baju who know la,wakaka),and also vry leng zai de ang mo~~and here happened a funny thing in nbt too(but for her is MEMORABLE and SWEET de thing lo,wakakaka :p)And here we all end up with sunburn T_T LOL

Gurney drive become one of the place make us kept laughing at the bus when on journey back to home.As we learned a vry powerful de slogan here-ROJAK ROJAK...LOL.This place nice for gangs of friends come out eat and yam cha,but we dont know which stall delicious,and too many stalls make us dont know want eat what dy==and because really tired we also no mood eat dy,simply buy 1 and fullfill our stomach.The rest of ppl went to Gurney plaza shopping and walk walk while we 3 decided go back bus and chat and rest.And after almost 10 years time only I realised 1 thing from my friend(I not going to tell is who and dont ask also,as this not a proud and happy thing for that person).I nvr think that he/she can handle like this,like nothing happend,like small matter if compared with his/her life.At that moment I quiet for a while and suddenly got a feeling of wanna cry for his/her unfortuned or show symphatic to he/she,yet I know he/she neither need any of it.=) you always be my proud.stand by you.=)

you lose a thing,seem vry unfortuned,but you dont know you are actually gain from the others way.I know,but the weakest weakness of human is scared of losing something.

We back to hotel at 9:30pm,that night after bath we started packing things and discuss *something*...lol.Then suddenly someone knocked on our room's door,Thurn and jas...he wanted borrow pengunting kuku,then I got a lolipop unexpectedly...lol.tq^^

we sleep on almost 12:ooam that night,and also can heard some screaming and noisy sound BESIDE OUR ROOM!!!LOL...but I also fall asleep cause didn't sleep on the 1st night at here,haha.

Day 3,we take our luggage and went for breakfast at restraunt inside the hotel.Then heading to Bukit merah lake town for waterworld.Before go play water,sir Lim bring some of us to ecopark inside the waterworld thr,nice place to visit also.We sat in the chairlift to view the waterworld,and saw our friends playing water thr,they kept screaming and calling for thier name but non of them saw us...finally somebody saw us,haha.When sat on the chairlift,I just scared my slipper will jatuh...lol.After this we take lunch,chat with babee only know thier room no aircond...wakaka(laugh me aircond leak when on bus la!!!wakaka :p)Then me and nbt go play with wen wen they all,we only managed to play the tube slide and "jelly" before go back.This 2 really syok,but dont know why after play I got headache dy,like kena bangs on the wall...lol T_T
We ask ikan bilis,Thurn and sir Lim de son come in play the "jelly" with us due to lack of ppl to team up.Then nbt and me kept ask his son things about his father...lol,oh ya,forgot mention infront,his son really cute lo,like sami,white white fat fat and smooth smooth...lol.When on bus,we said that hopefully his son doesn't look like him when he grew up...wakaka.

The journey back to mentakab seems like vry fast,we already reached kl and then batu kapur thr without knowingly.On bus,the form 5 guys kept talk bout ikan bilis de funny things and laughing non stop,they really funny,haha.When they play and laughing thr,really look like budak kecik,haha.

Then all those who live at Taman rimba and that area de ppl all get off at Batu kapur.And ends our journey like this.

Sound like a happy trip izzit?
I feel like it seems lack of something,I dont know...

A dont know how to say de trip

part 1

Really dont know is fate or what,suddenly can go suddenly cant go.But at last,I am here,penang.Before go got a bit excited la,go play ma,sure happy de^^but dont know why I got the feeling of "something will happen".So my feeling before go the trip is excited + aware = peace (is that same as the wave theory?crest + trough =no wave<

Before go,I still blogging before sleep.And that night I sleep on 1:00am++,but not really sleep dao actually.When the next day have to go anywhere or do any special thing(for me special la),I sure insomnia on that night.== sleep only 2 and half hours then have to wake up and bath and get ready to schl.By right I should say I lay 2 and half hours until almost 4am,then wake up and bath.after reached schl for a while,finally the schl guard woke up and open the schl gate for us to wait inside schl compound(before that everybody wait at the road side ==)I just awaiting the bus to arrive cause I started to feel sleepy and eye pain T_T.But cant really sleep in the bus also.Because too sudden I go this trip,many of my friends dont even know I got go,they like saw a vry surprising thing when saw me==

We have a ride on ferry(but just for fun...lol)My memory immediately back to the year that I was only 4 years old,have a ride on ferry too.that time was on night,that time I feel like almost touching the sea water,I really thought thr was shark in thr when my mom cheated us(maybe she want let us scared and becareful so that not drop into sea..lol),sea water at night was dark,cannot see anything beside light,I really scared as I cant see the destination,like we will "swallow" by the sea if unawareness. But this time I dont have this feeling already of course,instead I like can "feel" the feeling of "loneliness" of every passenger thr,like they going to leave somewhere.

After check in the hotel,we straight went to war museum.This place nice!At first we all thought museums are vry bored de place,some ppl still said that dont go thr so long,but...haha.We definitely enjoy thr!Nothing but the activity of walk through the terowong and climb the stair when come out from the terowong,haha.And of course we learn something(sejarah) thr.we visit every place built the japanese soldiers and tried to imagine thier life in thr.When we walk through the terowong,it get darker and darker until cant see anything,sir Lim was infront of me,he was the only one who got the torchlight.He keep help us guide our way.Then got a place inside have to lower down ur body and walk,suddenly ppl infront walk too fast and sir Lim also followed thier step,but inside thr many bent,as he walk over the bent,everybody behind him cant see anything,and then we kept screaming thr...lol.And I kept knocked my head inside T_T cause cant see the bent.The thing most geram is some of us bath dy before went to war museum,but inside...we all "play" until all sweaty,and feed mosquito inside T_T LOL.When climb the stair,really scared lo,scared my friend suddenly slip,then all ppl sure sayonara dy.haha,I also scared I am the one who slip and make all ppl....choi choi!!! XD

At night we went shopping at Queensbay mall.Nbt and me suddenly felt vry vry tired.We also no mood shopping dy,just simply walked around few shops and take dinner only.Tough the shopping centre quite high class,but shit la,the food court inside really @#$%@#$&@!!!I can confirm no nxt time!But got a funny thing between us(pei ying,nbt and me) before we went to bus,haha.How many times I told u 2,sure we 3 were the one who latest went to bus de!wuwuwu,later everybody blame on us T_T but after this we all felt funny and memorable when think of it. =)

That night we no water drink,nbt said want go somewhr near the hotel to buy,but,cbk told us the nearest shop also need a taxi to reach...so we decided asked the boss of restraunt inside the hotel to sell mineral water to us,luckily he willing to open the door,phew =)Then hor,we terus got sleep after brushed teeth,but someone kept knocked our room's door.Yuan lai was pei ying's "room service"...haha.she have to make sure whether our room got problem or not.Then I thought finally can sleep,but....they know why we 2 cant sleep la,no need say here...ngek ngek ngek!!! =p

Day 2,we have to wake up vry early in the morning as we went to penang hill to see sunrise,but failed ==I almost die inside the train when went up to penang hill,like lack of oxygen,vry crowded inside.The view thr,ok lo,windy and freshy.got feeling of jogging thr,haha.The sun in the morning really warm,only this period I like to stay under big big sun.if not sure sunburn,like what we got now...lol.And then botanical garden,heard some friends (wen wen they all) said got many unique flora,but honestly only the Canon Ball(a kind of tree) attracted me most..haha.When we walked around inside,we met a gang of form 5 guys(dunno thier name ==) at waterfall thr,they walk down the waterfall and kept took picture,then we whispered thr lo,vry good if they drooped thier camera and hp inside the water...then when we naik bus,that guys all wet when naik us,we only know that they really ter-slip into the water...wakakaka

p/s:I want went to bed dy as tomorrow got schl,so the story of penang trip to be continue,lol,bb and good nite.

relax before everything start

Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!

I am going to penang tomorrow!!!eh,wait,is today!!!(ardy over 12:00am :p)

OK friends,do miss me ya!wakakaka

and this blog will keep into refrigerator for 2 days,wakaka /evil2

ok la,I will buy my darling,honey,sweetie some stuff de la,haha.but the others....no money T__T
buy for all people la...

and I am going to search something which can "squeeze" into envelope as souvenir =)

ok la,that's all for tonight =)





p/s:I say try to find only,dont too happy,wakakaka.




天亮以后阳光会再出现，只要天亮以后一切都会没事的。我是这样相信的，而且，我相信，相信的心会变成力量。。。你呢？

加油 =)

coincidence in pasar...lol

This morning I pei mama went pasar to buy something(me good girl okay~*ehem*).Then I find parking first lo,let her go buy first.Then I went inside the fish stall there find her lo,as I reached the corner just beside the fish stall,I saw somebody very familiar,who is--sir Abdullah (father-in-law...LOL)I wanted to say halo to him but I scared wrong person== But as I go nearer to him,heard his voice,then I am sure I didn't see wrong person dy,haha.

Then what I did?sure said "good morning sir" to him la (me good student also =p).At that time he was choosing fish,wakaka. :p Then he quite surprised la(maybe scared let his student saw him go pasar instead of his wife,haha) *but hor,this only called good guy ma,love family,gentlemen,how good~nah,learn la guys,wakaka* Then he said "hey,hello girl,how are you?"and then he continue gossiping with the uncle who sell fish== Lol,that's all the story XD

p/s:to nbt,you're correct,he is a good "father-in-law" wakakaka

oh ya,friends,nxt time we go schl can ask him teach us how to choose fish le,haha :p


and not to forget mention about the survey which in my blog's sidebar.I felt quite interesting this time as every answer has a voted,haha,nice nice,keep on vote visitors(vote 1 time enough la of course)

Tan Ah Seng大闹天堂？

最近有个人（我怀疑不止一个）冒充TAS来kacau我的部落格。=.="
其实起初我觉得没什么，但现在有点不爽，fake TAS赶快跟我报上名来！！！
而且我们同学间玩玩是没什么啦，但不知道哪个家伙竟然去问老师，或则什么的，不知道啦，总之今天我是严重的被吓倒一下=.="

今天考math 2，TAS进班的时候没说什么，我还以为他什么也不懂，只是同学冒充他而已。哪里知道，考试时间到了要派考卷时，他走到我面前派（因为我坐第一个），然后用很狡猾的笑和语气问我：“做么有人冒充我去你的blog啊？”

我一时吓倒，急忙摇头：“huh?没有啊！”他给我一脸早已知道事实的笑，说：“没有？！”然后我便“呵呵呵”的带过。。。不敢看他。。。=.="

事后我有点后悔，早知道问他为什么会知道！没关系，我告诉你们这些坏蛋虫，我一定会知道是谁的！*奸笑*







TAS问我后，害我考数学的时候不能控制自己一直偷笑！但很快的，不出两分钟，我就开始要哭了，考题真是$%#&^*@#太难啦！！！ROAR~

今天的pengajian am真的没眼看。。。
那六十题，只有后面的十题我有信心。。。T_T
放学时我问他们到底rancangan malaya和rancangan malaysia有什么分别（天啊，真的傻傻分不清楚）他们说很困扰，答案很接近。答案很接近算不错了，至少你们知道他还有分别，今天我还对阿呆说，every answer for me is the same answer，哈哈，笑翻了


刚刚那场雷雨，差点把我的电脑毁了=.=
因为突然闪电，然后跳电，就开不到电源了。
幸好，现在没事了。



在黑暗中，
在宁静中，


思绪突然复杂起来，
很多事突然涌到脑海里。
可是，我没办法好好的去想，
一时之间有太多事情，而每件事都是我在乎的。

没把握时间去想，思绪就溜了。
我也忘了什么来了什么又走了，
我不知道曾几何时它来过；
更不可能知道什么事再次涌上心头来。。。



p/s:祝“保龄”生日快乐！

多希望看一次，但我想永远不会有机会吧？

TAS still young man!!!

Today is teacher's day.

I had my nap in the afternoon.And suddenly i saw my msg which sent by ah dai.
She had reminded me that today is teacher's day and she said she and nobuta already greet TAS!She asked me not to forget wor,so no choice la,since i know jor so must greet TAS lo (still think that pura-pura forgot and pass it like that de,haiz :p)

After get his hp number then i started to type msg.

me:"I wish a teacher who always 25 years old a happy happy teacher's day :D sincerely by (my name la of course)"cause he always said that he every year also 25 years old when we tuition add maths with him when form 4 & 5.I type like this,I dont expect he will reply a thank you.

but then...i quite surprised la...6AS1 friends,look his msg... :p

TAS:"Tq.but now ardy 28 yrs old,Ha ha."this what ah seng replied me.

nothing special,but...

1)I dont expect he will reply me a thank you i said jor.but he got lo (sorry lo,TAS :p)

2)When i am typing the msg,i thought an "uncle" like him dont know see short form de ma,so you all see,i tried to avoid any short form in the msg,but....the whole msg he sent back was totally in short form...=.= what la,like try to "show off" to me that he knew short form and he is a very upgrading person...okay lo,you win =.=

3)And...I lagi cannot imagine an "uncle" like him got sense of humour,he still "pei he" my joking,not bad what :p .though he biasa quite humourous when sembang la.cause i thought he will "fu yan" the greeting by me ma (hello,i am very ikhlas de leh)

finished.
*kena tumbuk* haha
just wanted to share this to my classmate,quite lame i know,but actually,maybe,somehow...he have his good too...haha.

And the msg it do make me smile at the moment =)






and because of sending a msg to greet him,it suddenly make me think of meow meow.when everybody sent to TAS,i wish if there's a chance to greet him also...

blue

今天午睡时作了一个可怕的梦，
当我醒来时发现我流泪了，
我梦见所有的同学都不理我了，
他们都不喜欢我。
任我怎么叫他们都听不见，
好像唯独我不属于他们的世界。
真的很怕很怕。

很久没试过梦醒时会哭的滋味了，
心会跳得很快，不规律。
会哭得久久不能自己。

而今天晓燕却告诉我说她梦见一条蛇，
他说梦见蛇的意境代表背叛。
他说该怎么办才好。
那我的梦又代表什么？
不知道。
听过别人说梦会和现实相反，真的吗？
那我该期许别让我梦到好的事么？

呵。。。愚蠢吗？

今天换了课室后，
心情一直很不好。
又听说以后要四点放学，我想我快要从三楼跳下去了。=.=
一些同学的行为让我有点不是滋味。
突如其来的累我无法招架。
快倒的瞬间幸好放学了。=)

还以为一个午觉后一切又恢复原来的速度，
却是一个难过的梦境。
逼自己别再睡了，去跑步。
我和c ling都突然不想跑，
我们聊了很久，回忆就是如此香醇。
心情有好一点了，谢谢。

吃了两碗饭没有饱的感觉，
是今早饿过头了？
还是这就是压力时的我？

考试的缘故吧，
中六今天第一天orientation,
看见很多学弟妹开始新的人生了，
我该拼了。

如释重负

今天MUET终于考完了。。。phew.....
我个人觉得今年的reading part是好过去年，答案没有去年那么难找。
希望这个部分有进步。

writing是我最想跳楼的部分。。。
唉。。。
我最讨厌最讨厌的题目果真出了。。。ICT
而且很巧的是，考writing的前一天我拿以前补习的作文来读读，随手一拿就拿到有关ICT的文章，我个人觉得很有可能出类似的题目，就拿来读读。可是我读不进脑，对这方面是一点天分和兴趣都没有。没想到，真的有够巧的。。。不过也是没什么相关，因为我读的是关于ICT的advantages，而考题是how ICT leads to social ill。完全terbalik。。。=.="

listening part......我也是没什么话好讲。虽然今年是好过去年啦，去年完全听不到那个radio在讲什么鬼，虽然今年是好一点，但我的听觉并不是那么细腻，而且对listening也没有很好，不像你们就算没看过歌词，一听就会唱了。我如果没看过歌词怎样听都听不到某些部分在唱什么。以后要多加改进。。。

还有hor，我们听都已经够难了，在课室里考，会被周遭的环境影响。比如我听得好好的，突然红绿灯转青，所有的车子，lorry一窝蜂往前冲，天啊，我的思绪就这样被一并带走的。。。

考完时，突然在走廊上听到一些马来人在说：“aku hanya dapat dengar bunyi lori la,bunyi kereta dan bunyi hon je....”
哈哈，听到他们这样说我突然笑了出来，因为事实嘛，我也有同感。呵呵。

今天，最后一个部分。。。speaking。很巧的还是跟回mh和hx同组，不同的是阿呆今年没考所以不同人了。我们四个都算合作愉快，因为考之前大家都愿意练习一遍，商量好谁成为一组的host谁作结论。今年的题目算很容易了，main reason for why shopping complexs crowded with people.
candidate A:because shopping complexs is convenience.
candidate B:because shopping complexs is abuzz with lots of activities.
candidate C:because shopping complexs have good facilities.
candidate D (my point):because shopping complexs is a place for friends and family together.

看起来很容易，但认真想起来，每个point都有关连。打个比方，我是第四个，如果一个广场要吸引很多的人家和年轻人来(point d)，那就一定要有以上那三个的重点，不是吗？而就是因为有很好的设施(point c)和常举办很多活动(point b)，那这就代表可以列入“很方便”(point a)，意思是什么都有，所以才会那么多人来。我个人是认为这是最好的结论，因为它概括了所有的意思。

当我说起为什么广场能吸引那么多人时，感觉上有点不妥，因为我说得那些point都好像属于point a的。所以也不懂这次的speaking会怎样啦，唉。。。

很奇怪的是，由于去年第一次考所以一进到里面就很紧张，但那时的examiner都算很friendly啦，所以过不久就没什么紧张了。但今年，很奇怪。。。由于我已经做好了心理准备，进去时也没紧张（虽然之前是有点怕和紧张到肚子痛，天。。。我们还是轮流肚子痛的，哈哈）一直都很镇定的，却在轮到我说的时候，突然心跳加速，紧张得不能顺顺地说，而且。。。而且。。。我发现，我的手不由自主地抖了起来，我的天。。。

总之，MUET只有一个字可以概括：唉。。。

lol...