a sudden speech

1st english course in this week,she ask us write an essay about what our idea english course shud be in university,so we bla bla bla write what we want lo,haha..

we thought we can end class earlier after finished wrote the essay...mana tau....she was asking us to talk something infront of class,then she started to brainstorm different title for us ==

okay,i use 5 minutes to think the points,here goes my topic...

my idea of a good life partner :
"...i wish that he can be my supporter.i'm actually not affraid of facing problems,but i really need someone who will always encourage me and support me in whatever decision i made.he must be an understanding person.because nothing is perfect in the world,so do an ordinary person like me.i wish he can see my goodness and also accept my flawness,and i will do the same too,because i hope he is who he is when he be with me.lastly,i wish he can act more to a friend than a family member to me,because i believe that everyone sure will have something not dare to tell thier family but willing to share with thier friends.so that i could tell every small little things to him and he can more understand me.thank you"

just right after i finished,she smile and noded to me,then suprisingly,she said:"very good"

:D :D :D

wahahaha,but i was just very lucky because the title i get is consider easy to gv talk.





p/s:my idea of a good life partner =)

i dont wanna miss a thing of you

because i hv to save space in my hp memory,i deleted many of pics after transfered to my pc,but when i looked back to the older one,i keep all and decide nt to delete them,because they are the one who laughed with me,support me and understanding me all these year,i keep all of yours pictures even though some are stupid one,or some even spoilted,because those memory are precious and priceless...

just because i dont wanna miss a thing of you

you gv me strength and power,and i'll fight for my own destiny before i fall,even though the ppl outside are calling me stop,asking me not to take risk,persuading me to give up...and only you all can and always will understand me

wat siaw yen said is right:dont tell me how difficult the journey is,but show me how much you will support me...

so will you?





p/s:feels wan to install the chinese function to the pc of psz!!!!cnt type chinese la ><

world without strange

i'm back.with lots of changes lots of feeling.
the changes that make me dont feel like to blogging is my blog.
maybe u'll feel that nothing change since my last post.
yes it is.

i use to hv my lovely frens who read my blog,i use to hv my blog fren tat support me in every darkness i had gone through.

but is it everything change?
my frens are still here,i am the one who leave.
my supporter are still here,i am the one who change.

i use to be very happy when i saw tat's a comment in my post,just because i know who you are.
but i was like a stranger login to wrong page,or enter the wrong world

there are peoples around me gv me the feeling of deja vu,
yet they are just them,not the one i use to be laughed with,close with,or even trusted.

sometimes i feels strange towards peoples around me,
sometimes i feels fear towards things happens around,
the place i stay,
the things i going to face,
or the road i taken....

some peoples and things,
the more i see the more i feel desperate
maybe she is correct,human always will see everything clear when we're far appart
maybe there's a gap,a huge distance that make me feel weak

but after i come here,the things tat i wanted the most is privacy...