insomnia nite

today is a real war == feel exhausted even though the war just started for 1 day ==
actually overall still ok,at least did my best,seriously no regret dy.

but..but..

haiz,i made a careless mistake and the whole marks for tat bahagian is deduct to half T_T i keep think got miss up wat thing before passup,but really no think dao lo!!!!GODDAMNIT SKALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno y the graph part like so many ppl cant do well in it,sigh...hope it wont be a big effect to PA paper ba...GOD BLESS US PLEASE T_T




没有意外的，考试第一天，失眠的夜。这连续三天我有心理准备，将会消耗我一半的意志力，我等待熟睡的夜晚的来临。

p/s:考试第一天，没有你的祝福。

why want ruin my mood at this moment?why?
so u're the winner now,satisfy?do u feels happier?
nxt time dont ask me anything!!!!!!!!!!!!
you...you just make me outta control!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




all mood gone,sleep till 11am tomorow!!!





p/s:yesterday once more

finish my organic chemistry revision..but...but...i still got a bit confused == dui,dont bother too much,throw away 1st...and i have to spend some time on my PA,cannot mengabaikan...LOL.

and i just cant forget about those chemistry thingy even if when i dreaming == my god...yea,I DREAM BOUT CHEMISTRY WHEN I SLEEP!!!those benzene ring,acid,phenol,ester,oxidation,hydrolysis all those keep pusing pusing in my mind == and i found that the more i study,the more i confused...sigh...yet，things not that hard when we dive deeper into it,though thats really got a bit confused,but the feeling of overcome it was great. =)
a short period to go to reach our exam,seems like timeless to do everything,but many thing are actually happen in a short while?isn't it? =)

and according scientist investigation,human just will only show their greatest ability when situition forced to,this called "under drastic condition" in chemistry...wahaha xD

sigh,i know sometimes doing a thing is not as easy as we talk and plan,i do experienced it myself...and not everytime i managed to concentrate on study even if on this crisis moment... *still bejeweled-ing there...LOL*

just...carry on since we choose not to leave,not to bent to the other road.

but there is always someone let us felt more depressed when we really in need of courage...they will never ever see what we giving with our heart and soul.and i thought we are close enough to have the understanding between us even if we dont need to express it?but you just same as the other outside,label us as what ur coloured eyes tell you...i think thats the difference between us,we tried to think on your behalf no matter anything,tried to understand it,but you just...well,need not to talk that much,since you will never see this.

but i getting more and more peace in this kinda thing,cause i am just too stupid enough to solve the equation we are...no angry,just wrote down some pieces of feeling.

but,in a way of losing,we did gain something...still...at least someone will know,and understand.
more than enough =)



oh ya,not to forget write down my greatest wishes to a birthday girl-xue yun,wish u all the best =) happy birthday

p/s:“怎么突然就成了这样，只在出生时哭过一次，我越慌张，却越灿烂，倒退着跑到了前方”
但前方也要有你在我靠岸的时候对我挥手，对不？